DOD163: Gentle Parenting Meets Survival Parenting

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0:00:28 Tom: Welcome to Dear Old Dads, the podcast that's screaming into the void and will not stop. I'm Tom Curry. I'm joined, as always, by Thomas Smith and Eli Bosnick. Hello, gentlemen.

0:00:32 Thomas: God. You. Know, Remy better not meet the void, because then there won't be any more void. There'd you've got a void problem near you, I've got the solution. It's uh, screams to a degree that would just fill it. The void be like, that's, ah, that's enough. Yeah, nice.

0:00:43 Eli: That's That's true. Jesus.

0:00:52 Tom: That's enough. That's an off screen. Did you see in 20?

0:00:54 Eli: Takes the wheel, Remy eats the void. That's

0:00:57 Tom: Did you say, in 2020, that like, I think it was in Iceland or some shit, there was like a great big fucking chasm and they put a speaker into it and you could pay a little fee and get on and scream into the voice. You could scream into the, I thought that was great. I was like, yeah, all right, is there anything more 2020 than this, it was it was fucking delicious.

0:01:06 Thomas: What?

0:01:07 Eli: Very funny. Thought you were going to talk about the hole to hell in Russia, which is my favorite scam.

0:01:14 Tom: Oh, my God, yeah, this, the the hole to hell, that like just

0:01:18 Eli: God, that comes back new fresh every couple of years or so, and I'm always so happy when it does. It's just a lie.

0:01:24 Thomas: Is it, I don't, I think, remember that? Oh,

0:01:26 Tom: Just a hole in the ground. Yeah, no,

0:01:27 Eli: Yeah,

0:01:28 Thomas: And that's, is it like an AI, everything now, now is an AI picture lie? Is it one of those, or is it just? No,

0:01:33 Eli: No, that's no, this is old-fashioned. This is, this just, every so often a Christian will say it and I get to talk about it again, which is, there's like a kind of deep hole in Russia, right, like, I can't emphasize it, not, not super deep, just kind of deep, like deeper than the rope they could find in the surrounding village, uh, then some people took that and added a bunch of like noise of people in a gymnasium or something, it's very unclear where they got that, but it's apparently the sounds from hell, because that hole apparently leads to hell, and I would say once a year one of our bevy of Christian assholes just sort of whips out that audio and is like, "You notice they're screaming Obama," and I'm just like, fantastic, hell yeah, oh,

0:01:34 Tom: This is legit. Yeah,

0:01:46 Thomas: There's sure.

0:02:15 Eli: I thought it was Obama last year, it's Kamala, they send them. Yes, the three, ah, sounds is what it is. Oh,

0:02:18 Thomas: Oh, yeah, yeah, you know, there was, I think, and I don't want to put anyone, I'm not trying to be that guy, except I absolutely will be that guy, we had, I think, a listener submit a, like, "Oh, yeah, I feel you, Thomas," here's video of my kid screaming, and it didn't even register, like, it didn't even, even, I'm so sorry, I don't want to be that one upper, but I was like, that's, that's not, that's not in the same ballpark as what I'm talking about.

0:02:44 Eli: I mean if we're gonna go there, Thomas has sent us audio of Grammy screaming multiple times, and it's just a kid screaming. Everybody, it's juste normal.

0:02:50 Thomas: No, it's not.

0:02:51 Eli: It's jest a kid screaming. I don't know why you would open that kettle, Thomas, I've

0:02:52 Tom: No, human microphone, no,

0:02:51 Thomas: Here's the problem. The audio I have sent. No. No! No. I sent you a recording through two closed doors. Like that's what I think you're not getting about that recording I sent.

0:02:57 Tom: Human made microphone can pick up this sound

0:03:05 Thomas: You know, you haven't, you have Have not been in a room when he actually screamed. No, Eli, I'm being actually serious with you. He scream around people because he screams when he's bored and mad at us for not entertaining him.

0:03:05 Eli: Been in a room with Remy screaming is the scream in the room with us right now, Thomas, okay? Sorry.

0:03:19 Thomas: It won't happen.

0:03:20 Eli: New episode, I just gaslight Thomas the entire time. That's

0:03:20 Thomas: When other, yeah, when Other people are around, he gets shy and just doesn't do the same things. The scream is very much only for us. He doesn't scream at daycare either. It really is a gaslighting. The whole world is gaslighted. Lydia and I to be like, oh, he doesn't screen. He's never screened before. What are you talking about? There's no screaming, but he just, is not screams when we are not constantly entertaining him and doing exactly what he wants and so we're at this uh you know hostage situation and then uh anyone else shows up he puts on a different whole different persona that's great and the only thing worse than then Eli gaslighting me about the fucking scream I

0:03:50 Eli: Right, that's the only thing worse than having a baby gaslighter. Yeah, supported by your podcasting house is the auto ads, the gaslighting of the podcast experience. Wait a second, I thought this podcast was brought to me by patrons. No, it's brought to you by hair dye from a local lady in New Jersey who somehow bought a lot of auto ads. Either way, you can make those auto ads go away. Just like Thomas could make Remy go away for as little as a dollar over at patreon .com

0:04:20 Thomas: Think it would cost

0:04:18 Tom: It would cost more than a dollar.

0:04:20 Thomas: Me more than that, yeah,

0:04:21 Eli: Forward slash Dear Old Dads, yeah, it's a, five at the five dollar level we will kill your gaslighting baby, that's our new level, we just unveiled it, so, uh, sign up quick over at patreon.com. You also get bonus episodes, we got a little fantastic, um, Ask Your Mom, uh, story from Thomas last week, which was a ton of fun, uh, we get a bonus episode with the one, the only, Heath Enright last month, uh, and all sorts of fun stuff over there on the Patreon, check it out, patreon.com/dearolddads. And podcast listener, we did record this episode at the same time as we recorded last week's episode, so I may have, since, been contacted, Lydia, she will cut it if I haven't, rip into it.

0:05:05 Eli: Lydia Smith wants it back, it's fucking back, all right, she's

0:05:04 Thomas: Yeah, oh, she does, she very much does. She told me she'd she told she'd leave me if it didn't come back. I was like, Jesus, okay, man, yeah, I was gonna say, I just shouldn't I just make that joke because then we won't get it back.

0:05:10 Eli: Being gaslit by a baby. She needs the rip into it. Never mind, I'm cutting it from my own, give me one stop in the train. I just replace it with Remy screaming, Thomas.

0:05:24 Thomas: I'm not gonna fall for your fucking trap of doing 10 Remy screen pull-ups because it, you are, it.

0:05:32 Eli: When have I ever gaslit you on this podcast, when have I ever, when have I ever said anything untrue on any of our podcasts? Perhaps the first time all of us met

0:05:34 Thomas: Yeah. Oh, man. So I

0:05:36 Tom: The very first time I ever met you. The very first time I ever met you, Eli Bosnick.

0:05:42 Thomas: Yeah, man,

0:05:44 Eli: I don't remember this, I don't know, I think you guys are, I think you guys are lying to make me feel bad. Thomas, do you want to go first with your apology, or did you want to tell your story right?

0:05:57 Thomas: I want to give a little bit of a Remy, I mean, it's a story, it's an update on the topic we've talked about before. But something happened that was pretty significant to me, and I think it's, it's data, it's good data. You, here's the problem we've talking about on the show a number of times, that I think is definitely true, true for us with the NeuroSpice kids, or potentially NeuroSpice kids, probably true of most parents, wasn't true of our parents, because our parents, if we didn't want to do something, our parents, or mine anyway, we're like, oh, that's fine, you just, but you do it though, and it's like, there's no option of you not doing the thing. You just do the thing and that's the end of our parenting.

0:06:26 Eli: Exactly right. The the notion that our parents, would, my parents were pretty great about this, right, the notion that you're you felt about a thing would change whether or not a thing was happening, unheard of.

0:06:38 Tom: Oh, no.

0:06:35 Thomas: You can use mine. Yeah, that'S fine. Yeah. Yeah. Unheard of. Yeah. Absolutely irrelevant to, to it happening or not, that, um, we have this discussion, it's a sort of a gentle parenting thing, it's also like, I have identified with Arlo a few things where, um, because Arlo, again, he, he didn't officially get the diagnosis, but it was a keep an eye on it, and if these things don't change then it might, it's probably autism, uh, so we're still in that unclear territory, uh, definitely, um, uh, NeuroSpice, we'll say for sure NeuroSpice, there are things that I know I'm not finding them on, like, like I'm not fighting him on, there's certain things where it's like, not going to happen, if I win, that's probably trauma for him, you know what I mean? Like, best case, I get him to do a thing and he hates it forever and hates me, and it's just too much, like, there's things that he's too dead set on because of the way his mind works that I'm, I'm going to fight.

0:06:42 Tom: Yeah, no, yeah, no right.

0:06:43 Eli: Mm.

0:07:31 Thomas: There are other things though, where you, sometimes you need him to put on his fucking, I don't know, shoes to go outside. Like there're certain things were you're like, well, this has to happen, you like, I am sorry. Sorry, like, I don't, we have to find a way to have this happen. And other things that are some, some sort of middle area that's like, well, I bet if he tried this, he probably would be fine with it. But he has such an initial response of, no, I hate that. I'm never doing that. It's like buddy, you haven't even tried it.

I know like, yeah, I'm now, you know, like so it's, it's knowing which is which that's really hard. Now, Remy, uh, a whole different story. I think, um, in that we're We're all hostage to his just mind curdling, gut wrenching, ear damaging screams. And it's so hard to be so busy and have two other kids and that in an effective way. And it seemingly there's nothing we can do. Like, it just seems like it's impossible to get this kid to stop doing it. I've tried so many things. Something I learned that Eli will appreciate. Know how I've talked about he just wants food all the time. And he gets mad at us for all that.

0:07:40 Eli: -hmm absolutely yep mm Mm-hm, correct. Right.

0:08:34 Thomas: Think what's going on is like a severe boredom thing. And Like he never gets there. I would think, okay, I think what might be going on, is that for us, being bored might be like, oh, it sucks, I'm bored, that's no good. Now, I don't remember what that's like, because, I you don't think any of us, all three of us remember what tha' s like, but like back as as a kid, you'd be like, man, I'm kind of bored. That sucks. I think Remy experiences a nanosecond of boredom and it's like, someone's ripping his face off. Like, I think that's what's going on. And it was a food thing. I actually think it might not be. I Think that when he's bored, he goes for a million different foods and thinks that's like going to solve it or thinks that it's entertaining or whatever. And then like, if someone comes over or if he's at at daycare, or able to like take him out to a park, he's not hungry.

0:09:21 Thomas: He's fine. He is completely fine. I've realized this. Was the part I was going to say I think Eli would appreciate. He always asks for two foods. And is the wrong term. He Always demands at gunpoint two foods every time. And I've tried to get him to say, hey, finish this food and then I'll give you another food. No. And I realized it's because he has two hands. I'm not even joking. It literally is like, yep, this is not a bit. I guarantee you this is it. He's like, yeah, one thing goes in this hand and the other thing goes in this head. Yeah, it's like that's math.

0:09:40 Eli: Yep. And,

0:09:43 Tom: Yes. All right. I am. That is my boy. That's amazing.

0:09:51 Eli: Then Another thing Goes in the other Hand, yeah. Oh. Two versus one, this episode. Thomas, you can fuck yourself. Who's that special guest?

0:10:04 Thomas: Yeah.

0:10:05 Tom: Dude. On that, I can sympathize, dude. Amon Was the same way. Amon needed to, for like the first four or five years of his life, he always had to be holding stuff in his hands. What, what really satisfied that sensory need for him to hold stuff. And a lot of times he would have like multiple things tucked in between his different fingers. Like matchbox cars, matchbox cars are just about the perfect size and shape for a little guy to sort of tuck between each of his fingers, at least it worked great for for

0:10:06 Thomas: Yeah, I know. Nice.

0:10:33 Eli: Remy

0:10:38 Thomas: Well, I think there is some level of he does like the food would bet because we have infinite objects in our house, they, he, here's uh, another thing. Remy's gotten so bad, I don't care that he colors on himself with markers anymore, I'm done trying to stop it. He does, it's so impossible yeah my

0:10:51 Tom: Finn still does that Finn's fucking 18, he'll come over and he's like, my girlfriend drew on my arm, and I'm like, you look like an idiot. What?

0:10:58 Thomas: Remy just colors with on himself with markers, and and you know what, if he's being quiet, fine, you can have full body tattoos, I don't care, I'm down with it. So I was having a hell of a time, and, and, and I think real parents, I don't know why I said real, I think parents know, I meant, I was going to say how it's really going to be is what I meant. How it really is out there, which is, good

0:11:16 Eli: Oh, they'll fucking Get It. We're not counting gay men. That's what Thomas means. Go on, Thomas. Thank you.

0:11:25 Tom: What the fuck

0:11:30 Thomas: Delivery on that. I'm finally standing up for this point that, yeah. Anyway, I everyone can relate. Every parent can relate to the fact that thing, I've got to cut all this, but now I might not. Yeah. That things on paper are one thing. And it's great to to read the parenting books we've, which I've read a ton of and to hear the talk about the everything. And then there's the reality of parenting, which you try to do that. And you know, sometimes you can you try harder than, than, times. And other times it's you're just at your last literal fucking like brain neuron. Like you're, I've got one more and it's like, you can't scream at me again. I'm sorry. I can't, I can'T do it. Uh, and I, and so this weekend I was, my I own and on my last fucking nerve. I just really was. Also, um, was another physical consideration. So Remy for a while went down the stairs, fine on his own. And then I don't know know what happened. I don't know if he fell at some point. I have no idea, but something changed. This was

0:11:39 Eli: Rip into gays.

0:12:29 Tom: No,

0:12:29 Thomas: Like a few months ago.

0:12:29 Tom: One's watching we just we hear a thumpity thump thump thump we're just like there

0:12:30 Thomas: No, I don'T know if something changed while I wasn't there or what. A certain point, he decided stairs were no longer a thing. He walks down. He just decided that one day and it's hell because what he can do is he can follow us up the stairs. Anytime we're doing anything, he follows us up to stairs. We're doing chores. We're doing we're not thinking about him, we're just kind of trying to get something else done, follow it follows us up the stairs, we go back down the stairs, why?

Because I don't know, we have 10 other kids, somebody needs something or I'm in the middle of work or something, and then there's Remy at the top of the stairs for an hour just because we won't take him back down the stairs because we forgot that he needs to come. So like that was hell. Um, I did everything I could to try to like, hey buddy, I'm going to ease you down the side, I'm gonna try to help you do do this again. No, he just just screams forever until he finally, one day a month later, he finally started going downstairs. I was like, oh,

0:12:35 Tom: Was

0:12:36 Eli: They were

0:13:22 Thomas: Thank god, thank god we're done with that because that was that was just the worst and we're gone. And then he had a relapse the other day. So this weekend, he wakes me up after I've had, I don't know, two, three hours of sleep. He wakes me up at six, whatever, and I'm fucking, I'm just like, oh my god, I'm so tired. And I'm like, all right, buddy, you've you've screamed me out of bed. You've dreamed me that we need to go downstairs. You've straight, this is his only mode, is scream. You scream. OK. And I said, I'm, like, fine, I'm doing, I'll do the thing, we'll go eat, we'll do it, we'll, yeah, we'll do the things you want to do. And Arlo is with me, too. Arlo goes down the stairs, I'm not cool. I start walking down the stairs and Remy does the no, I'm not doing it, fuck you, I'm not going down the stairs. Screams at me and I'm like, buddy, buddy, my shoulder fucking hurts. You weigh 40 pounds now. I don't, I can't, I'm not carrying you down the, like, I'm just not doing it today.

0:14:10 Thomas: It was one of those, like I'm just on, I've had enough, you know, like. I, I was too tired. My shoulder hurt. I didn't want to pick him up. I know he can do it. He's been doing it fine. And he just said, no, I don't fuck you. I'm doing it. I start to walk down, meltdown and, And I'm like, buddy, please. I' not doing, I try, I go back up .I try to lead him by the hand. You It's grab onto the rail with one. I'll hold it. Nope. Fuck you. Screaming. Not going to do it. Not going TO do it, and so I say, hey, buddy, you're going on timeout because I'm not doing this. Like today I'm on my last nerve. I'm not doing this, and so he goes on time out. He screams. He screams and screams. I do short time out because he's a kid. I don't want to. I'm NOT like punishing him. My parents would just lock the door and through with the key for the whole day.

0:14:49 Tom: Kids, you can't time them out for more than six or seven weeks before, like, you get phone calls and like true, yeah, it's a whole thing

0:14:53 Eli: Yeah, exactly. Yeah, 100%.

0:14:52 Thomas: Exactly. Yeah, yeah, exactly. It's supposed to be like minutes for years. They're alive. I think is one thing someone said. And I was Like, yeah, sure. We do a quick one and he hates it. So I don't, I really don't need to do much. It's just, hey buddy, timeout. And really, I just want to be able to have a threat of something. And so giving him one timeout helps because I can, I can say, hey, time out. And then he'll usually stop doing what he's doing. Uh, cause he doesn't want that.

So, um, I did that, do a quick timeout and I was like, hey buddy, all right, do we want to try again? And so we go to the stairs. Hey, guess what, same fucking thing, screaming, screams. Guys, like buddy, I'm not, I'm just not doing this today, like I'm not doing it, you can walk down the stairs, I'll help you. I even did a, like, all right, I'm compromising even more, I'll kind of lift you down one stair at a time.

But he's like, no, no, no, up, up, screaming, screaming, he wants me to pick him up, and he screams loud enough and harsh enough in my ear that I'm like, hey buddy, another quick time out. I put him back in his room, which is right by the stairs, by the way, this is all like having one square foot, like, again.

0:14:55 Tom: Yeah,

0:14:59 Eli: I

0:15:49 Thomas: And then I'm thinking, all right, obviously I'm going to have to carry him down the stairs. Like, I'm not going to win this. I'm like, there's no part of me is like, do I, do I see how long he can keep this up? I got nothing else. All I am is miserable and tired. And it's the weekend.

0:16:02 Thomas: I do want coffee and food, but I was like, I might just see how long he keeps this up.

0:16:02 Tom: Oh, what?

0:16:05 Eli: Might starve to death. Yeah.

0:16:07 Thomas: Yeah. Just was like, I do want to know, like, I, he can walk down the fucking stairs. I know we can do it. Like he can do, he's been doing it. I don't know why he decided this morning he didn't want to. I don't know if you, you know, maybe you got a knee injury playing football. I don't know what it would be.

So here I am in the second timeout phase while he's still screaming, thinking, boy, either I give up right now, which I'm probably going to do, or do I just, do I just see, do I just see how long he could fucking go? And so I'm like, all right, all right, buddy, quick timeout. I let him out. I was like, all right, buddy, are we, we're going to try again? And he's like, and then we go to the stairs.

And not only does he walk down the stairs, he does like an effort to like look like, see, yeah, this is what I'm supposed to, like, you can't talk, but he's like, yeah, this, this is what I need to do. And he walks down the upstairs completely independently, no more tears for the entire morning, completely fine. Yep.

0:16:08 Eli: Mm -hmm.

0:16:59 Thomas: I was like, I don't, fuck, that's not what I was expecting, because I've never, it's like it's an old Nintendo game, I've never gotten to that level before.

0:17:00 Tom: That's awesome.

0:17:03 Eli: Right. Right.

0:17:07 Thomas: Like we've not I didn't know you could get past the Battletoads jetpack, whatever. I didn't know that existed. I don't think Lydia did either. She's certainly never gotten to that level, because I'm the only asshole who would put him on enough timeouts to see what happens. And me about it, and what has me so confused, I really actually genuinely want your guys' thoughts on this, was that whole time I was doing my best to be gentle parent, it was timeout. It wasn't like, fuck you, timeout, I'm throwing. It was like, hey buddy, Let's take a quick time, I, I really didn't want this to be like a horrible thing, I just wanted to see what he could get over this, and the, the way he turned it around was so stark, it wasn't even like, oh, I'm mad and I'm crying, but I'll walk down the stairs and I'll still, it was like he was fine, he, something switched in his mind on that second timeout, and he just like made the connection, like, oh, okay, this is what I have to do, and he was happy about it.

Like I am so thrown, thrown off, I, I don't even know what to make of that, like it would be a full-time job to try to do that with every single thing we need Remy to do, like it really would be, but I, that's telling me like, fuck, maybe there's more things than I think that, like, he will do, he just, he's so quick to scream us to death that he wins all the time, and now I don't know, I'm questioning everything about my life, I don't know what the fuck is

0:17:08 Eli: I never win. Yeah.

0:17:33 Eli: Right. Yeah. Of course. Right.

0:18:21 Thomas: Happening now. Yeah.

0:18:21 Tom: Well, Know, one thing, too, that like I want to jump on real quick is that I think what you're describing also is like the real problematic intersection between gentle parenting, which is like a style and a sort of like, for lack of a better term, like procedure that you sort of follow, and survival parenting. Parenting, right? Of people are parenting oftentimes in ways that are like, okay, I got to solve a problem. And right now the problem is I've got to record a podcast, for example, and I can't have Remy screaming 130 fucking decibels scream in the other room. So I can't do the thing consistently. It's sort of like, I use this metaphor all the time and I fucking hate it, but I think it's true. It's like, if you're going to train a dog, don't, you you can't train the dog only sometimes this way and other times the other way it

0:18:40 Thomas: Yeah. Mm hmm. Yep. Yep, yep. Mm. Yeah, 100%. Yeah.

0:19:10 Eli: Right

0:19:11 Tom: Will never work right, it's an inconsistent message and people aren't dissimilar so yeah so so if we're sort of like working toward building certain behaviors, one of the most important elements is consistency, and that is just and I'm just being empathetic here, but that's just like in conflict with what we think of as survival parenting, which kind of short circuits your your ability to do the procedural elements of the other pieces

0:19:12 Thomas: Yep certainly small children that that is very they are very similar to that. Yeah yeah.

0:19:35 Thomas: Yeah if Remy were kid one we would not be having this issue. We really wouldn't.

0:19:39 Tom: Yeah

0:19:42 Eli: Because they have all the attention and focus right and that is that so often what it was, and I think what we found that it was with Max and the hitting phase, which I mean I think we did an episode on just how lost I was on the hitting face right and like there wasn't a thing that we did right that cured it right, that's also part of the pain, is like like, everyone's like, hey, here's some good ideas, but, you know, right, try a little of this, try a little that, right? And there's no, you get that there's -no -right -answer thing a lot, and it's like, yeah, but I have to live, right.

0:19:44 Thomas: Yep oh yeah yeah

0:19:45 Tom: Yeah and

0:20:05 Thomas: A sprinkle Sprinkle a little bit of olive oil down the, home remedy, yeah. Lemon. Yeah, exactly,

0:20:19 Eli: Have do something right.

0:20:19 Thomas: Yeah, and you don't have infinite time to experiment with all these things. Okay, we'll try this new approach and fucking power and time, the processor time to be like, all right, we're going to do this. We'll try his new approach. We'll do this, like, it's just, oh, good.

0:20:30 Tom: Both have to get on the same page right so that and that's the other thing if you're when you're survival parenting, it's really hard to, you don't even have like moments necessarily to be like, all right, here's what I've done this afternoon when there's the sort of like, what I, I imagine Thomas as the sort of chaos of a household, you know, where you've got a lot of kids that are around the same age. I'm super grateful. I never, I only ever had kids that were like, I had one young kid, then one other young kid. I've never had more than one young kid at the same time. I was super lucky in that respect.

0:20:34 Thomas: Yep, yep, mm -hmm, yeah

0:20:35 Eli: Exactly. You need to be in perfect agreement yeah

0:20:47 Thomas: .

0:21:04 Tom: But like, I've certainly been in scenarios where there's multiples and the chaos is its own thing to manage, yeah.

0:21:00 Thomas: . . yeah,

0:21:00 Eli: Yeah. And

0:21:08 Thomas: Yeah ,

0:21:10 Eli: Thomas, you speak to something that's that is, I think, really important to understand in those situations, because it's very fine theory in to say, "I'm going to hold my ground." This works, but if you have a kid who reacts in a certain way to everything, you can't hold your ground on everything and they also need to learn flexibility and compromise, compromise, right? So like, if there's a big, you know, noise or something, or if he hasn't gotten his breakfast yet and he screams, maybe you're like, "Yeah, you know what, fair, scream, right."

0:21:27 Thomas: Yeah, that's Right. Right, that's also true, yeah. Yeah.

0:21:42 Thomas: Yeah, yep.

0:21:42 Eli: I remember this with Max, like, there would be moments where he would freak out or overreact and I'd be like, oh, you know what, like, this is actually a moment where I understand you being upset and not like behaving in the way that I necessarily want you to behave. And then the next moment I'm like, okay, well, this is a moment where I feel like it should stand my ground.

0:21:43 Thomas: Yeah. Yep.

0:21:58 Thomas: Also, now, fuck you, I was on your side, but fuck this man, and

0:22:00 Tom: Right.

0:21:58 Eli: And right and everyone tells you, like, oh, you got to be consistent. And it's like, I don't have the time or emotional reserves to be persistent. Also, we, we don't behave consistently. That's not a human behavior.

0:22:11 Thomas: Yeah. I want to have, it gives me a chance to bring up, I like this, because I'm sure I'll get people complaining about, why didn't you just pick him up and take him downstairs again? I just, my look shoulder really hurt, I just didn't feel like doing it, and I gave him so many any alternatives. I forgot to mention, also, Arlo came up and was like, "Oh, I'll carry him." I was like, "Yeah, all right, I, fine." Like, I hate that he's still winning as a terrorist. Like, I feel like we shouldn't let the terrorists win, but Arlo come up and it was going to pick him up. And I was like all right, well, that'll be a compromise. And comes up and Remy screams and like tries to hit him. And I was like okay, that was we always have the mode. All right. Well now fuck you Remy.

0:22:12 Eli: Yeah. Exactly.

0:22:30 Tom: Yeah.

0:22:45 Thomas: Like that's unreasonable. Like we can't do this. Like Like, that's not acceptable. And I cannot believe it worked. I really can't. It's the weirdest thing. It's almost like the old Will Ferrell bit from the Austin Powers where he's like, I can't be asked the same question three times. He's like where does it do his number to work for? It's like it was that kind of thing where Remy was like, all right, two timeouts. That's my max. Okay, I'll do whatever you want.

0:22:45 Tom: I

0:22:49 Eli: Yeah. Yeah. Right. And then the following week it doesn't work at all, and then though the next week they stop without you asking, it's, it's so frustrating. And I also, you know what I want to speak to, that I went through a lot when we were in this, and and still go through, right, like we're going through it today with potty stuff, right, those moments of frustration and sadness and loneliness and fear, you spend so much of the time worrying you're fucking up.

0:23:11 Thomas: Yeah. Yeah.

0:23:30 Eli: Right, it's not really about the kid's behavior, right? I'll get screamed at all day every day, I'll let him have his 97th potty accident, right, my worry is that I'm fucking up and that someone will turn back to me and say, hey, you fucked up, and now there are consequences for him, right? It's not about the consequences for me, it's about raising a happy, healthy kid, and it really doesn't, it doesn't feel like there's a right answer or an easy answer for any of it.

0:23:58 Thomas: What do you think this means? Should I just be doing this more? Just timeouts all the time? Just like, yeah.

0:24:01 Tom: Mean Well, I think, I, like, like Eli said, what's crazy is that maybe it'll work the next time and maybe it won't work the next time, that's the crazy part of it, like, it's, I also, like, I think there's a, there's an impossible space that you're in where you're to do the thing that this kid, you don't want this, leave this kid, like, in distress, stress, when they're actually in distress, right? Nobody likes that. You're like, I'm not a big believer in, like, ah, let little guy who can barely communicate and fend for himself and has no agency just cry until they stop. I don't think that's good for people most of the time, right? We have to provide for most of their needs, including their emotional frustration, which is a real need that you've got to address.

But also, sometimes part of crying is a communication to you, and it's kind of impossible for you to know, are they communicating, using crying, as, I want to go down the stairs, or are they expressing a broader, like, frustration about their inability to do things they want to do, and they don't know that, they don't fucking know they're not that, fucking, you, yet, like, it's all fucking mushed together, that's why babies are fucking impossible, they can't be raised at all, and years one through 16 or so are pretty much just a wash.

0:24:02 Eli: I Love

0:24:09 Thomas: Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

0:25:14 Tom: They're just a complete wash. Right. So, uh, I want to finish up this episode with your thoughts on an, am I the asshole that popped up that I thought was really interesting? Um, so

0:25:23 Eli: Screaming at my dad

0:25:23 Thomas: Yeah. I was going to say I 38 male

0:25:24 Eli: And the other day I'm standing at the top of the stairs

0:25:26 Thomas: Would not carry my kid down the stairs.

0:25:28 Tom: I think this is, this is just kind of an interesting, interesting. Am I, the asshole? Am I the for telling my daughter, she actually has to do things things to get celebrated. I have a 16 -year -old daughter, Katie, maybe Katty, and a 14 -year old Jake. Jake is more of an achiever. He's involved in sports, does great in school, recently won an award for community volunteering. We've been celebrating his achievements, usually with a dinner out. Katie, on the other hand, doesn't do much. She hasn't been putting effort into anything lately. She basically just goes to school and then exists in the house. She spends her free time on her phone or watching TV.

She doesn't have any hobbies or interests outside of her friend group and doesn't put much effort into schoolwork. This results in her not getting many celebrations outside of her birthday. We stopped forcing her to do sports or other clubs when she had high school. Katie came to me and said she feels like it's unfair we celebrate Jake, and I decided to have a conversation with her. I sat her down and explained that we love her just as much, but if she wants to be celebrated like Jake, she needs to put effort into something.

0:25:28 Thomas: Yeah.

0:25:29 Eli: Right.

0:25:40 Thomas: Already love it.

0:26:27 Tom: I suggested she try to find something she's passionate about, or to work harder in school, that should make her own goals to work toward. I thought I was being honest but gentle. Katie did not take it well, she exploded, accusing me of playing favorites and said it was unfair that Jake gets all the attention just because he's always doing things. She even lashed out at Jake, telling him that he was the golden child and she was tired of hearing about how great he was. Jake was hurt by her outburst, and now things are awkward between them. Katie's been avoiding both me and her brother since then, staying in her room or giving us the silent treatment. My husband, husband, thinks I could have phrased it better, but I believe this was an important reality check for her. If she isn't doing anything, then there just isn't anything to celebrate. Very curious where you guys land on this, right?

0:27:07 Thomas: It. Well, as always, we got to take like, all right, assuming it's real, assuming they're representing the facts accurately. I mean, I don't.

0:27:15 Eli: Exactly. I'd

0:27:17 Tom: And that's the problem with these, right? I was like, well,

0:27:18 Thomas: Yeah yeah.

0:27:20 Eli: Also ask the question of, like, what is the celebration, right? Like, if every time Jake has a Wiffle ball game the family goes to Disneyland, that's excessive, right? That's excessive and comparative, right? Are there ways in which your behavior is feeling comparative when it's not meant to be right are right

0:27:23 Thomas: Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

0:27:37 Tom: Think what they said to be fair, is they go to dinner when, like, yeah, I think that's a celebration.

0:27:40 Eli: Exactly. Yeah. So in right Right. The things you say and the ways in which you say them, like there may be ways that this person is letting it slip, that it's comparative rather than just about Jake. Right. Again, assuming good faith and assuming that this person is representing things correctly. Yeah, this is a thing someone needs to learn. And I think it's an important lesson that we all learn. Right. Think a part of growing up and certainly a part of teenagerhood. Good, right, this moment where, you know, I think about this thing that Thomas said all the time, because I think it's so important, right, he was talking once about, um, had said to Phoebe, like, "Hey, you know, when you treat people like that, not you going to want to like do stuff with you, right?" Or something like that.

0:28:20 Thomas: Yeah.

0:28:20 Eli: Right, it had never occurred to me, was like, this genuine communication of like, "Hey, that's not how we treat people, right." And it was such a revelatory moment, because it was so honest and real, and it was also so wonderful that you trusted her with that genuine communication, as opposed to my default, which is like, you know, to turn into Miss Rachel and be like, "Hey, buddy, I can see you're feeling big mad." Right. Instead of just being like, "Hey, that sucks." Right. But doing it in a constructive and helpful way. And it sounds like this parent is communicating something really important, right? Right? Which is that you gotta, don't, earn celebration, right? I don't think you need to earn your right to be here. And I know I'm the minority on the podcast when it comes to this. But you don't need to earn celebration. You need to earn the feeling of being special. I think that is something that everyone discovers for themselves. I think it's a really important part of self-discovery.

0:29:00 Tom: So

0:29:14 Thomas: I was going to use one of my own experiences, but recognizing, you know, that my, like it's my childhood experiences are not really like representative of what anything should be, but like, yeah, exactly.

0:29:23 Eli: So I'm locked in the closet for 48 days.

0:29:26 Thomas: I want to be like, I want you to be like this reinforces this thing is like, no. I do remember that like, my parents obviously were very consistent with this and they just didn't do a whole lot of celebrating of anything, but there was one deal they always had with all the kids, which was if you get straight A's the whole year, I guess, and we were on the quarter system for most of, I think all of school until college, we were in quarters and it was like all four quarters. So that was what it is. I get straight A's each quarter, you know, you get a report card each quarter straight. Then at the end of the year, you Get a hundred bucks. And back then that was, I couldn't even believe it.

0:29:59 Thomas: Like that was impossible. Possible. Yeah, And And That was, I only witnessed it because my older sister, who got just straight A's all the time, pretty much forever, and she would do it, and it was like, wow. And then she would, you know, she'd get a B and be like, oh, I didn't get it. And then it's like, oh, fuck. And I think they stuck to their guns. Um, then what blew my mind later was that, like, once they, oh, I think it only started in high school, maybe that's the deal, it wasn't all through school, just in high school, that's what it was. And then, what, what blew my mind later

0:29:59 Eli: That's A lot Of Money. Yeah.

0:30:00 Tom: Yeah, that's awesome.

0:30:25 Eli: Fuck You got another smiley sticker again.

0:30:26 Thomas: Yeah, Four quarters of smileys. What blew our mind later was that, like, I think my mom might have done what could have been perhaps a bit of good parenting, which was she recognized that I just was not my bigger sister, like, I had ADHD and couldn't do the, like, she still denies it, even though she was there, she was part of the diagnosis, but she's, she still doesn't get it, but she at least recognized that I would have a harder time with homework. Like, I ace every test, but I have a hard time, especially dumb homework. That's pointless. Like, I don't know, history in English back then. And I didn't get it. And so I wasn't getting the A's. And I was like, oh man, I didn't get, you know, I already blew it in this first quarter, you know, cause I like, I already got, didn't get all A's, and I remember she's like, oh no, I think the rule is like, as long as you get straight A's by the last quarter or something.

0:31:17 Thomas: And I remember thinking myself like that wasn't, I know that wasn't the fucking deal. I appreciate it, but

0:31:22 Eli: Well, that's, that's what occurred to me while you were saying it, is like, yeah, if you blow it in the first quarter, then the rest of the year you're like, fuck it, right? Like that's kind of

0:31:24 Thomas: Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, that also could have been her motivation. Now they think about it. She was like, fuck that blows the whole deal. Maybe keep him motivated. Um, like, I was pretty sure she was just adjusting that down for me a little, which is like my dad obviously never would have. And who knows when it came to it, I'm sure my dad would have like vetoed it. Obviously I didn't, I never got the straight A's like it just never happened. I'd always have one class I hated and couldn't do.

0:31:33 Tom: Yeah.

0:31:49 Eli: Her money was safe.

0:31:51 Thomas: Yeah. It was like, it wasn't happening. I, yeah, no, here's why I'm going to defend my own honor. It Was All A's and like one B minus every, cause I just couldn't do like certain, English. I just Couldn't fucking do it. And so I, I, but I got good grades cause it's like, It's not that hard.

0:31:54 Eli: You know what it's no D's, remember the rules no knees is is

0:32:09 Thomas: Even for someone who can't do homework.

0:32:09 Eli: See, see, I'm right there with you, Thomas. Starting in sixth grade, I was just not failing, but whatever the closest thing to failing was, math, every year, every semester. So my grades would be straight A's, perfect, above a hundred, and like, I don't think your son can count right, every year my parents would get called in for the same conference every year, they would say, can we, we have the math teacher first, and they would, because the math teacher would be like, I really think Eli needs summer school, and, and some kind of restraints, maybe a Hannibal Lecter situation to keep him from fighting the other students.

0:32:24 Thomas: F. F. Yeah. Uh, Yeah,

0:32:43 Tom: We think that to be fair. Like that's still good Eli advice.

0:32:45 Thomas: So Yeah,

0:32:44 Eli: Right. And then everyone else was like, he's a delight to have in class. And like they, remember once, it was high school that they stopped doing like one-on-one conferences and all got to watch my math teacher, Miss Purdy, big ups, be like, fucking what? Cause everyone else was like, oh my God. And when he, oh, he's so funny. And she was like he bit a desk. He bit a desk cause he wanted to, and I'm quoting him, make his twofers work good. Like what the fuck is happening here? Um, but my parents, and this is a slightly different philosophy. My parents just um yelled at me about it they just yelled at me all the time forever and assured me that it was my inherent laziness and flaw of character which I then internalized and I stopped doing things I'm bad at forever and it turned out great you ever see me do a thing I'm bad at no exactly how

0:32:48 Thomas: Yeah.

0:33:06 Thomas: Hey, me too

0:33:31 Tom: Yeah, well, I, I mean, I, I see you spell

0:33:40 Eli: Dare you I'm kicking Tom from the Zencaster, I'm stealing the podcast, Thomas, come with me, oh,

0:33:41 Thomas: That's true, yeah. Okay

0:33:47 Tom: Oh god but

0:33:48 Thomas: Sure just spell this password correctly and then

0:33:50 Eli: God, right.

0:33:53 Tom: I think there's two things here that I would, I would seize on, and like the first part is of the conversation she did have, which is she explained to her that we love her just as much, that if she wants us to be celebrated she's going to have to put effort into something, and the mom suggested trying to find something that she's passionate about or to work harder in school and that she should make her own goals to work toward, that is the most important part of the Conversation, right?

0:34:17 Thomas: Yeah. Yeah.

0:34:18 Tom: I think about this question when parenting all the time, it's like, what am I trying to accomplish with this kid? Like, what is the goal that I want? If it's with Katie, the goal here that I would want is like, hey, what I actually want from Katie is two things. I want her to feel loved and appreciated and part of this family, and then the other thing I want to do is see that she can put effort into things and gain success and win. And I think the most important thing she should be doing in this conversation is not the sort of admonishment, like, well, you don't accomplish shit. And Jake's kind of awesome. So I don't know if I can figure that out like that. That sort of stuff, I don't think actually like has a whole lot of value. I don't think it accomplishes the result that you're driving for. I think what accomplishes, the result you're driving for is to be like, all right, let's sit together and figure out what you're good at. You know, there's gotta be something to fucking celebrate about this kid.

0:35:10 Tom: I'm sympathetic to the sort of like burnout kid though, and I want to mention that too because when I was talking to Hayley about this, Am I the Asshole, I was reminded of like some people I knew in high school, like I used to be best friends with this kid, I was a pretty high achieving kid he is the kid who shot me in the eye yeah, he's the kid who shot him in the eyes the thing is like, was a fun guy, he was actually, other than shooting me in the fucking eye on purpose, he was pretty nice guy for the most part, he really

0:35:07 Thomas: Oh, wow I thought I dreamt that other

0:35:10 Eli: See the one who shot your eyeball out of your head I

0:35:38 Thomas: Than that a real other than that, Mrs. Lincoln situation

0:35:38 Eli: Feel like I feel like you you ruin the yeah you really wreck the curve when you shoot the eyeball out of my skull it's

0:35:40 Tom: Was it's a big other than that, I recognize recognize it didn't come out, it just almost did but like, okay so that sucked like I can't like use it for eye stuff but like whatever, but like I think about that guy and I'm like, you know what, he would have been a hard kid, he really would have been a hard kid to figure out how to celebrate, he woke up in the morning late, he went to school, he put the minimum amount of effort in, he came home, sometimes he did his homework, more often to be honest he didn't, he didn't do anything extra, cricket, he just kind of bummed around, hung out with his friends and smoked pot, that was who he was, that's what that his day was, that's a real hard kid, I just want to like say, it's a real fucking hard kid to

0:35:49 Eli: Doesn't live there anymore shot

0:35:51 Thomas: It rents yeah oh yeah

0:36:24 Tom: Celebrate and I fucking get it, but that doesn't mean that you shouldn't do the work as the parent of being like, all right, let's figure it out together, let's write it out, let's make a plan, like let's find something here, and then if they fail to do that stuff then I think you have the conversation of like, hey man, you came to me and said you felt like you weren't a part of this celebration, this is a 16 year old kid that we were celebrating Jake because you know Jake made fucking state wrestling team or whatever like shot my eye shot his buddy's eye at one shot too, look at that, he's a fucking sniper, a thousand thousand yards

0:36:52 Eli: Tom's eye right out of his skull

0:36:54 Thomas: It's a better shot yeah yeah celebrate that give them a certificate, marksmanship certificate I've

0:37:01 Eli: Chris Kyle

0:36:59 Tom: Right well you asked to be celebrated, we came up with this together, you said you were gonna like get from here to here with your schoolwork, or you said you were going to like work on your art project, or you're gonna enter a show for like, you, whatever fucking is right, you come up with something together, and then if they don't do it you can have a, then you can have that real talk conversation, I think having that conversation with that kid when they're emotionally sort of feeling left out of the family and feeling unloved was just the wrong time for it.

0:37:01 Eli: Yeah I think that time was the time to let them know that they were loved for who they are and what they are. And the hard talk can be some other time.

0:37:43 Tom: Yeah. I think she just confused it by squishing the good advice with the bad advice.

0:37:47 Thomas: I don't know though. Like how do you answer that in a way that doesn't immediately go

0:37:50 Eli: Well, I'll say, you know, in my own family, right? We've had this experience and I've spoken about this on the podcast before, which is like when Lily, my sister, uh, was growing up, my family was very, what do you want to do because everyone in my family has a thing they were pretty much born wanting to do right and Lily doesn't have that and she never has had this one thing and so we were very worried for a really long time that she was sort of adrift and purposeless and then as we watched her grow we realize that she takes joy in many things that her purpose is friendship and work and you community know service and the stuff that we find absolutely that was the other thing too is like Lily would create a thing or do a wonderful thing for her community but we'd be like, yeah but it's not your passion so fuck it, and she'd be like, I found a soup kitchen, and I'd be fucking whatever, whatever, just buy a can at the grocery store, it seems like a waste of soup right? So what we, what really wrapped our heads around as a family is that she found a myriad of joy

0:38:47 Tom: Yes.

0:38:58 Eli: In a myriad of places

0:38:58 Thomas: She's more like a normal kid and you guys are insane. Yeah, it

0:39:01 Tom: Right.

0:38:59 Eli: Yes is truly like that was the revelation our family had to have is that she is a normal person having a joyful experience

0:39:07 Thomas: Wasn't wasn't bequeathed a A fucking, you know, like a, yeah.

0:39:08 Eli: Right who wasn't God-handed genius or our own perceived genius, more more importantly, because Lily is brilliant in, in myriad of ways, but she wasn't like, I must go to the soup kitchen. And because she wasn't like, I must elbow to the soup kitchen. We were like, well, then she must not really be in it to win it.

0:39:27 Thomas: Why is she Gollum? I don't know. I mean, I like it, but, oh, oh. Okay, cool.

0:39:28 Eli: Right. Oh, if you know my sister, yeah. And

0:39:34 Thomas: Maybe she should be Gollim.

0:39:34 Eli: I stand by that Lily. I know

0:39:35 Thomas: There's her passion.

0:39:35 Eli: She listens to this podcast

0:39:36 Thomas: She's meant to.

0:39:37 Eli: And Lily, if you think you don't sound like that, I challenge you to not sound like that.

0:39:42 Tom: Yeah. Even thinking about like my buddy from back in high school, who was like, he would have been, like I said, he would've been a tough kid to find something to celebrate. But even as I say that, I'm like, yeah, but he wouldn't have, he wouldn'T have because he did, he did have pretty good marksmanship. I will say like, he got me right in the eye that he was aiming for. And I'm glad it was the left. It was not as good of an eye, but like he he played the guitar. Like he wasn't great at it, but you could have come up with something there, there right, like it could have come up with something there. He was actually quite good at math, like that was the one subject he was good at

0:39:53 Thomas: Shot Shot my eye out real good.

0:39:54 Eli: Right. Great aim. Yeah.

0:40:13 Thomas: I was just trying to think of a series of hobbies that involve hitting Tom in the eye with it in the end somehow. Guitar string snapped.

0:40:16 Tom: Lawn Charts.

0:40:18 Eli: Right. Lawn darts.

0:40:19 Thomas: Got me right in the eyes. But yeah.

0:40:19 Eli: Yeah. Right.

0:40:19 Tom: Yeah. Yeah. Lawn charts, yeah. That's uh, that's a... but yeah, like, I like, there is something, if there's nothing you're not paying attention to your kid, like that's just fucking true, you can't come up with anything, you can come up with anything, even as a team, that you can think of to celebrate, celebrate one thing that, like, Hayley and I talk about too that I think is important in these situations is like, fair is not the same as equal, that's a big deal in a household with more than one kid. Fair is not the same thing as equal, the way to treat Jake in this story is not necessarily going to be the right way to treat Katie, so you have to celebrate something thing for Katie that Jake is doing without even thinking about it, without putting any effort into it, and you may have to address that, but fair and equal are not the same thing.

0:40:23 Thomas: Yeah. Hmm.

0:40:44 Eli: And Right, right. Yeah, yeah, And I will say as someone on the other side of it, right, once we sort of got over the what do you want to do and understood Lily for who she is, like there's 10 billion things to celebrate about my sister. I mean, she rules on a myriad of levels in a myriad of ways that I never will, right? The way that she is kind to strangers alone, right, without being forced to do it through a series of fundraisers, like the way that is like, is a behavior I will never reach the nadir of, right. It's one of those things where it's also, you have to adjust your expectations. One other thing I wanted to say is, like, when a kid comes to you with that kind of conversation, conversation, I think it's really important to work through the tough part of that conversation with your partner in private first, right?

0:41:18 Tom: Yes.

0:41:54 Thomas: Okay, yeah.

0:41:55 Eli: Like, I think when your kid comes to you and says, hey, I feel like I'm being treated unfairly or unloved, you need to be like, you are so loved, you are so awesome, here are the things I praise about you. But, exactly right, please hold for further ideas because then I just scooch on over to my partner and I'm like, hey. And, like, this is why I'm so, so grateful to have Anna, is that Anna has always had this insight, including about my sister. She has always had a better insight about, like, what matters in those ways, and tells me with my own sort of earn-your-rest-ism, which

0:41:55 Thomas: Yeah. Yeah. Please. Hold. Oh. Yeah. Yeah.

0:41:56 Tom: Right. Yeah.

0:42:27 Eli: Is very ingrained in my, my psyche.

0:42:27 Tom: You know that that's a good point too, because, like, when I was talking to Hayley about this, Am I the Asshole, I will say that there was a huge part of me that was like, that mom fucking crushed it, she crushed it, you know, she, she said she loved her, she said let's make a plan, then, she, she had the real talk. And then we had this conversation, and I was like, I really reflected on a lot after Haley and I talked about it, because, like, Haley had a very different reaction to it.

And I was like, yeah, but like, you can tell kids that they suck, you know, like, but like, gently, but like, you can't at 16. You can tell people like, hey, man, you're not trying, and trying matters. And if you don't put effort into shit, you are not going to actually achieve anything. That's a real conversation you can have, but also timing matters, and talking to your partner to get like a different perspective on, hey, I want to get this message across, let's make sure we're both comfortable with the manner in which we get the message across, because

0:42:38 Thomas: I'm

0:43:19 Eli: Absolutely.

0:43:19 Tom: Then if you don't do that part, now you've like, maybe you had a good conversation with the kid, but now you got to fight with your spouse. You got to deal with like, you've just made your life worse.

0:43:25 Eli: Yeah, exactly. Well, And that's the consequence this person is dealing with, is like, my husband feels like I could have put it differently. And that means a lot, right? You know, one of the things that Anna and I deal with quite a bit is like, and I know you, it's funny Tom, for me we often use the example of Tom thinking no one can tell he's mad, because I also think no one can tell when I'm mad. And she'll be like, hey, you should, literally today she was like, you should go be frustrated in the other room because all

0:43:27 Tom: Yeah.

0:43:52 Thomas: Just gonna go on the record, everyone can tell when I'm mad all the time. Just, it's Just Like

0:43:53 Tom: Yeah, I just I'm

0:43:56 Eli: The man. Yeah. It's Because of you saying, I am mad right right now. One,

0:43:57 Thomas: Yeah.

0:44:01 Tom: Can you can hear me breathing through my clenched jaw, but I don't know, whatever.

0:44:04 Eli: The Many Blessings. Yes, uh, like Anna is much better at being like, hey, you're not hiding whatever you're going through, or you're communicating badly, right? Like, again, just like Anna, I am so convinced I have everyone fooled so much of the time in my life. Anna is much better at being like, yeah, nobody's buying that. And I'm like, what are you you talking about? I'm a perfect, I'm communicating perfectly. And she's like, no, no, You That guy, Ben and Jerry's, he, like, all Before we go, I'm reading a horror story in braille right now, and I have a feeling something bad is gonna happen.

0:44:28 Tom: Not even close.

0:44:29 Thomas: Oh,

0:44:48 Eli: That Is

0:44:47 Thomas: I

0:44:47 Tom: Oh, God.

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0:45:35 Eli: Stealing the podcast, Thomas, come with me. Oh, the one who shot your eyeball out of your head.

0:45:38 Tom: He is the kid who shot me in the eye yeah

0:45:41 Thomas: Lost focus, is this, oh okay, you are talking about the, the, Am I the Asshole, not your friend? I, sorry.

0:45:45 Eli: Talking About you and Remy.

0:45:46 Thomas: No, I, I yeah. Fair.

0:45:50 Eli: Know she listens to this podcast and Lily, if you think you don't sound like that, I challenge you to not sound like that.

0:45:56 Tom: You can tell kids that they suck, you